Evil Eye.

From 3:30 until now (11pm), I have been consumed with eye issues. I thought my contact fell out after work while relaxing on my bed, but I never found it. I looked in the mirror and it was still in my eye. I tried for 3 hours straight to get it out. With no luck, I had to have my aunt drive me to the eye doctor at the mall. I have serious fears of the eye doctor-errr..any dr. for that matter. I have refused eye drops at every visit because I am a wimp. Well tonight, I received more eye drops than one can imagine...dye, numbing, flushing out with saline solution....all to be put on MORE drops which I must give myself hourly! I paid 38.00 for them to tell me that there is no contact in my eye.

False. I am almost positive I see/feel a contact in my eye. If my eye has no scratches (which it didn't) then why do I have such localized pain and see a circle off to the side of my iris. Of course, being that I am a complete hypochondriac that gets panic attacks, I can't sleep. It looks like tomorrow may have to be a sick day. I can't even see out of my one eye and look dreadful, not to mention the fact that I will be exhausted.

It scares me that if I do have a contact in my eye and the dr. didn't see it... If it is that stuck, then how would they remove it? It is like suctioned to my eye. I realize that I am completely rambling now- this is nerves. And living alone.

So anyway, hopefully I will not wake up blind.
Good night.